anniversaries...

fifteen years ago, I married a woman whom I was absolutely crazy about.

i miss feeling that way about someone.

as i get more and more bored with things, i don't see looking for that any longer.

and i don't miss the distrust that it eventually came to...


sometimes i don't know whether i am chasing or being chased.

either way, i really am over it all.

i don't want to play any longer.

fuck today.

hmm....

Saying you can’t be sad because someone else has it worse is like saying you can’t be happy because someone else has it better